What a crazy holiday.
Countdown…
…was the theme this holiday season.
It’s 25 days to Christmas….
20 days to Christmas….
15 days to Christmas….
10 days to Christmas….
5 days to Christmas, wait 5…really?
Oh Crap, 4 days to Christmas….
wait stop…
hang on
It seems like I kept trying to put on the brakes to a holiday that was coming whether or not I was prepared…
We got it together…FINALLY!
I love childhood innocence and wonder.
I miss that feeling that used to accompany holiday’s. Now it just seems so stressful. AND I am not exactly sure what was so stressful about it…I didn’t pay due diligence to that particular question leading up to the holidays. Usually I like to pick at the thing that’s bothering me until I can ‘fix’ it…but I think I am afraid to pick at this one….I get the feeling it is something I need to sit with for a little bit, before I do any delving.
Honestly, I feel like an interloper…it’s time for us to find our place. A place that’s going to make everyone happy…satisfy everyone’s needs, wants, desires and dreams.
We are not here….
I know what you’re thinking….how many times is this lady going to throw this one up? I don’t have an answer for that question. I wish I did…it’s where I want to be today! I constantly find myself thumbing through 2 specific magazines…Coastal Living and Pottery Barn magazines. Whatever I am looking for, apparently I think the answer lies in one of those magazines…
hmmm…something to think about
forgive my random holiday ramblings…